Disturbing thing

THANK YOU,
for successfully ruined my life in a week.
Those smirk and an Evil's smile adorn me,
everyday and every night,
chase my time.

I'm a listener,
good with kinds of secret keeper,
But a beginner and not really familiar with this sphere.

Come on,
this fettle drives me crazy,
can't figure out this clearly.
Spending my ways to collect the distinctness

Am i going crazy with a kind of this stuff ?
Will this stuff bring me into the deep nightmare?
Waking me up from my dreamland.

The problem is not about how i feel,
the problem is how can i get this thing out.

This is great,
something has successfully disturbing me.