2010.., ruin things..,

                   2010, full of unpredictable conditions. Started with doing unusual activity, met many peoples, entered into non government organization like i wanted to join (actually), my good friends left me without saying something, doing such kind weird things including watched movie with my friend which is only/just the two of us and that was my first time, being a lead in a messy condition because of  VOLCANO natural disaster and ruin and i had to organized all of things and the other members seems like didn't care what was going on and i had to see in detail and i had to make sure all of thing BY MY SIDE, sigh... Can you believe this..? it was taking my whole time and i almost forgot what my priority. And now, i almost lost my capability, lost my spirit, in the beginning of the end of 2010. People should have plan to do the next year. But, how about me..? When all the people looking for a good condition and be a better person, i lost my spirit. Come on come on come on come on........... keep fire.. keep fire... live your life.. live your life.

PS : this song is also the things that make me think..think..think.... much...,
song from KEANE -somewhere only we know...

"Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?"

FroM where you are ( Lifehouse ) So far away from where you are These miles have torn us worlds apart And I miss you, yeah I miss you So far away from where you are I'm standing underneath the stars And I wish you were here I miss the years that were erased I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face I miss all the little things I never thought that they'd mean everything to me Yeah I miss you And I wish you were here I feel the beating of your heart I see the shadows of your face Just know that wherever you are Yeah, I miss you And I wish you were here I miss the years that were erased I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face I miss all the little things I never thought that they'd mean everything to me Yeah I miss you And I wish you were here So far away from where you are These miles have torn us worlds apart And I miss you, yeah I miss you And I wish you were here PS : i think it's quite same with what happen to me, right now. I really miss all the little things, even he doesn't.